Kim

SO LONG.

2011-04-30T14:59:00.004+08:00

Coming back to blogger again brings back a lot of memories, both happy and sad. It's been so long.

Sites like Facebook, Twitter and Tumblr are my main sites now. Almost forgot about my Blogspot until now. Hmm. I won't be posting much in here, maybe I'll be deleting this blog. Doubt anyone ever comes by anymore. (Leave a message if you do? Anon or not) Haha.

Life's such a challenge. I try to keep up with it but most of the times it just brings me down. Broken relationships/friendships, attempts to plan meet-ups and birthday surprises, forging new friendships in poly, trying to get used to the poly life, and so on.

It's just so amazingly miraculous how day by day nothing much changes, but when you look back, suddenly everything's different. And when you ask yourself "how did I even get here?", you realise you don't have any answers, because somehow, as the clock ticks, it just brought you here. We can't change the past, the mistakes, but they are what made us, they are lessons we should learn from, and most of all, life still goes on.

Looks like I can only type here instead of the big box. Blogging frm my iPod now. O levels are in less than a month and nothing feels right.

2010-09-26T22:16:00.001+08:00

2010-05-27T22:39:00.004+08:00

Went to TJC on 22 May for L.E.A.D. (Leadership through Entrepreunership to Achieve Development) 11 other classmates.

Supposedly we went for fun, but woohoo! We ended up getting second for their pitching competition and Godwin & Dennis (who had to join another all-girl group) won first. HAH. Proves neighbourhood schools can make it too :D

Learnt quite alot from this event (:

My iTouch! :D

But now it's like freaking spoilt -.-

The chocolate cake Shona made for me! :DD

Icing with raspberries on top, super nice :D

'Last' day of school today. For everybody else. It was just last day of MT intensive programme for us. Monday's MT O's already. Bye.

2010-05-14T22:26:00.003+08:00

Been a week since my birthday. Didnt get a chance to post after that.

My birthday has been awesome :D

Thankyou my wonderful friends for the surprise. And I had three birthday cakes all on the same day. Woohoo, it was greaaaaaaaaaat! The POSH brownie cake, the cake made by Shona, and the one by Natalie (:

Thankyou to: Fengmao, Lindsay, Jieyi, Yizhen, Sheril, Jessica, Shirly, Afifah, Natalie, Yongsoon, MrLim, Alex, Jiahao, Fouzan, Weelun for the surprise and everybody else that made my day

Will try to upload pictures soon.

Today was marking day for the whole school, but 4E1 had to go back -.-
Breakfast at Macs after lessons and talked abt many things with the girls. Went there again for dinner with Yongsoon and I learnt abt many things, too.

Chinese O lvls are in less than two weeksxzxzxz. Have to complete elearning. Amaths is irritating and school is exhausting. BYE.

2010-05-05T23:05:00.002+08:00

401 TH POST. LIFE IS MISERABK MISERABLE AND THERR\ THERE'S NOTHING TO LIILOOK FORWARD TO FOR THE END OF THR WEEK- THE EEWEEK'. MORE TESTS AND MORE WORK AND MORE PRESSURE\. PLUS SAT AFTERNOONPROGRAMME IS STARTING. -.- 7MAY HAS NEVER SEEM SO SEEMED SO DREADFUL. TURNING 16 ISJUA IS JUST GONNA BRING ABT MORE UB UB UNHAPPINESS. SERIOUSLY, WHAT\'S THE BIG DEAL ABT TURNING SIXTEEN?! THIS IS GETTING MORE DEPRESSING. NITEZ. OHRIGHTp, I GUESS THE ONLY THING IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IS TO A SEE FM AGAIN (:

2010-05-01T21:26:00.013+08:00

So.. finally can blog properly now.

April was full of competitions and birthdays. Let's just let pictures do the talking eh? But there're quite a lot of pictures and I'm too lazy to post all. Go to FB, ty.

NATIONAL INTERSCHOOLS CANOEING(6 - 9 Apr)

The mini-k4 got second (:

NATIONAL INTERSCHOOLS DRAGONBOAT (23 Apr)

(Yes, we appeared on STOMP apparently)

PA 300m sprints (24-25 Apr)

This bell-boat thing was the first to be introduced in Spore at the comp,

and the kids can just stand up, turn, and paddle in the opposite direction. Cute.

7 Apr, Shona's Birthday

We gave her a Barbie with a dog that can pee (:

14 Apr, Lindsay's birthday

Swensens icecream cake (:

19 Apr, Yizhen's birthday

Me, Sheril, Lindsay and Jieyi baked this cookie for her (:

23 Apr, Jieyi's birthday
Best surprise ever (:
and, we crashed her house! :D

Tissue stuck to her face cos it was filled with cream.

Pink somemore, her favourite. Haha.

28 Apr, Sheril and Natalie's birthday

Their bdays are all so close, no wonder they're all so blur.

Went to BedokReservoir and played with whipped cream.

Natalie was really lucky this year.

Lindsay's not in here cos she had to leave early.

Sunset @ BedokReservoir :D

BG '10 [Sec 4s]

I miss canoeing. I miss k2. ):

2010-05-01T16:31:00.002+08:00

I feel so laztu today LL I FEEL SO LAZY TODAY. ITS A SATURDAY AND IVE BEEN ONLY WATCHING TV., GOING ON THE NET AND SLEEPING. IT FEELS SO WEIRD AND I AM NOT EXACTLY LOOKING FORWARD TO MY BIRTHDAY. TURNING SIXTEEN COMES WITH LOTS OF RESPONSIBILITY AND THE FIRST BIG ONE IS O LVLS- PLUS I HAVENT DECIDE WHAT I WANT FOR MY BDAY C AND I HAVE TO TELL MY AUNTIES AND UNCLES BY TONIGHT SO THEY CAN BUY ITMFOR ME. CONSIDERUING A NEW PHONE OR ITOUCH, BUT APPAFREANTLY EVERYBODY IS SAYING WAIT FOR THE NEXT IPHONE. -.-'" I DONT WANT AN OPHONE COS I THINK ITS USELESS AND REDUNDANT- LALALALA*** I'M WRITING AGAIN COS ITS ACTUALLU QUITR FUN TO BLOG I MEAN TYPE IN A NEW POST ON MY PHONE WITHOUT BEING ABLE TO SEE HOW ITTURNS OUT IN A POST, WHICH EXPLAINS WHY THERE ARE SO MANY TYPOS- HAHAAAHA. OKAY IM TIRED AND I SHALL GO SLEEP ALEADY. LOOK OUT FOR ME IN MY DREAMS THOUGH IDK WHAT TAT MEANS TOO;. GOODBYE GOODAFTERNOON AND GOODNIBHT!

2010-05-01T16:19:00.002+08:00

THAT DAY WHEN I WAS LOOKING FOR PICTURES FOR PPL'S BIRTHDAY, I REALISED HOW I USED TO BLOG ALMOST EVERY WEEK TO ONCE A MONTH NOW. THEN TODAY I REA5ISERREALISES HTHAT IT'S +AY ALREADY REALISED THAT ITS MAY ALREADY, AND I DIDNT BLOG IN APRIL, WHICH WAS THRE MONTH EHERETHE MOST THINGS HAVE HAPPEENED. HOWEVER+, I'M BLOGGING FROM MY PHONE NOW AND I CANT SEEM TO EDIT OR TYPE PROPERLY, SO I PROMISE I WILL BLOG NICELY THE NEXT TIME I REMEMBER. BYE AND KLOVEYOU, IF ANYBODY STILL COMES HERE TO CH WAIT. I MEAN T BYE AND ILOVEYOU IF YOU HAVD STILL BEEN CHECKING THIS SPACE OUT- THVM AND BYE.

2010-03-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

I think I'll be more active on twitter now, so it's > if you notice.

National Juniors are over and we missed Sports Day. National Interschools coming up in two weeks' time. I have that bit of confidence for it :) canoeing has been that bit more positive too :D

However school holidays are not much of a holiday. Have to step into bedokgreen every single day of the week. Dont even have time to do 'holiday' homework. The course on mon and tues was kinda alright.

It was fun because of the students, and not because of the trainer. But I have to admit that I learned something from it and we should never never never stop till we've got nothin' left. It has motivated me to really give all and everything that I have so that I won't regret anything (this is about canoeing and not studies). What's the point in keeping the energy inside of me when this will be the last comp already?

Was very touched by Natalie's sudden outburst too. Now I believe we all have something in us that we never know about.

I promise myself and Jessica that I will give all my best and not keep anything and we will work our hardest for National Interschools.

I WILL work hard to deserve our miracle.

2010-02-28T18:26:00.003+08:00

Hello Earth.

I know I haven't been updating, okay scratch that, I didn't update. Don't bother coming back here cos i dont think i'd be updating that much since this year is going to be all about the oh-so-major o levels.

So... Nothing really much to talk about. Went to Weesheng's house yesterday to gamble w/ the ppl who would gamble, Yizhen Yongsoon Aloysius Jiahao. NJCC clashes w/ Sports Day (13th March) & National Interschools is from 6th to 9th April.

I'm updating from phone so that's all for now. Stay alive (:

SEC FOUR.

2010-01-09T23:33:00.004+08:00

It's just the first week of school, but it feels like one month already. 2010 will never be a good year. Not with the constant reminder that O levels is in less than 10 months.

I've already dropped to Combined Phy/Chem, which means I'm only left with 6 subject. Aiming for 10 and below to get into the course I want or JC.

Went to TP, SP & NP today and yesterday. All the schools have their pros, but I've realised that maybe JC would be much better. The CCAs available are really attractive, for example, rockclimbing(><), archery, adventure clubs, canoe polo, yatching etc etc. I'm just naming the sports ccas.

Saw Utt, Muttons, Jamie Yeo, Ris Low at SP's CCA Fiesta. Utt was blushing while walking down the red carpet kinda thing. His ear and neck were red. Linday was UTTerly attracted and did not want to leave.

Timetable sucks TTM cos we won't end before 4. Not to mention canoeing. This first week has already sucked my sleep, and training hasn't even started. Cant imagine what time I'll be sleeping from now on.

The amount of hw and number of tests are sure to start piling up.
All I hope is to get a good teacher for AM. Mr Loo is really good, just kinda slow. But he explains everything properly. I hope I get him for AM. But I doubt I'll be able to go into the first group.

Doubt I'd have much time to update this space anymore. Not going to use the comp so often already, so...

Good luck in waiting for my next post (:

FYI, AVATAR IS REALLY AWESOME & V V COOL! :D

( I want to live in that world ): )

2009-12-31T15:15:00.015+08:00

It's the last day of 2009. Tomorrow will be a brand new year. And for us, it will be the year. One of mugging and major exams.

I can't say I'm not ready for it, because however unprepared I am, time would not stop. But I'm not exactly ready for it either. I can only say I'm sufficiently ready for sec 4.

2009 has been full of surprises, both good and bad, in all aspects. The many failed tests/exams and lectures from teachers. The disappointment of non-existent sports achievements and a much smaller group. The many emotional breakdowns from all the different relationships. The making of new friends and bonding of old friends. The strengthing of strong ties, the overcoming of obstacles that had seemed to be almost impossible to be rid of. The amazement of realisation of things i never thought I had in me.

This is the time where most people start pondering about their new year resolutions and what they can do to achieve it. But I've never achieved any of those that I've made. So the only resolution I'm going to have for the upcoming year, is to get 10 or below for O levels.

Anyway, some pictures from '09. Enjoy :)

Teacher's Day Dinner

Class photos

Dragonboat Comp

Walking around town

Vivo

Jieyi's Birthday

Natalie's birthday

Kallang Kbox

Night at the Museum 2

Family BBQ

hanging out at Bedok Reservoir aft tuition

2009-12-27T13:41:00.002+08:00

Exactly one more freaking week and school starts. And the phy exam we have in ... 2 days. Yes, 2 days.

This holiday has totally been wasted but no, I don't regret not studying because it's all the time that's left until the end of o's.

I keep telling myself i have to and i will start miggung. Mug for the coming months and it'll be over. I can do it. We can do it. We all can. (I have no idea what I'm saying now, my brain's tuning off.)

Bye.

2009-12-20T23:25:00.004+08:00

Supposed to go cycling today. But SOMEBODY changed our plans. Ended up at Clement's house for majhong.

5 more days to Christmas. Omg.

Don't even wanna remind myself of the endless pile of h/w undone, no, untouched, I mean. Or the hell of a year that's awaiting us. Damn.

I haven't had enough of playing, eating, drinking, rotting at home, hanging out, going for training, staying up late, waking up after 11, being on FB almost everyday... (and this list will go on & on)

I really really really dont want school to start yet. People always say they want to know their future. But not me now.

Knowing the amount of pressure we'll be facing when the school term starts, the constant late nights, rushing of last min works, failling tests, getting very severe scoldings from all our teachers because we are not focusing, I'm honestly NOT prepared. If being not prepared means not having to face it, I would gladly be like that.

But no, reality is a dagger through your heart. Life is about facing the unexpected. So there's no point in being not prepared, cos this is abt forcing myself to be prepared when I'm not.

I want to drown myself in the world of no worries. Maybe be a PR there so I wont ever have to face up to reality.

Yes, I've realised that my posts are becoming more depressed. And one last thing. Life sucks more than it rocks.

2009-12-19T23:16:00.008+08:00

Damn irritated now. Feeling bloody pissed off. Fought with my bro this afternoon, then just fought with my dad again. I can't wait to get out.

Anyway, some happier stuff. I was eating chocolates from Hongkong (Carissa helped me to buy it when she was there), when I found this really cool one. It's just supposed to be round, but this one inside the packet I was eating had a heart shape on it. I think it was really nice and it kinda made me feel better :D

And yes, I put it back 'cos I didnt wanna eat it yet ;)

This cyrstal porcupine thingy that Jess bought from Vietnam. It looks kinda like a dragonfruit, haha.

And another present ALSO from Vietnam, a lighter (although I have absolutely no use for one) from FM ><

Anyway, off to eat Macs supper now(11.30pm). I really wish all these would make me grow fat ):

And I think this is something that really makes sense but yet, people often use the words without considering the meaning or consequence behind it:

" Don't make promises you can't keep and give false hope. Don't apologize when you're not sorry. Don't say "i'll be there for you" when you weren't around when i needed you most. Don't say you love me when your actions don't show it. "

Quoted from Alex. Really, you can't disagree with me that there's so much truth behind them.

2009-12-18T20:18:00.004+08:00

Training today. Felt damn good when we were doing run-down with resistor, esp when we could go so smoothly :D

The worst part abt today was that I kept slippong off my seat, and in order to move it back, I over-exerted my left leg and got very bad cramp. It still hurts now :(

Just finished my dinner, but I'm still very very hungry. I honestly think I'm becoming a pig D:

I feel like going out. Dont want to continue rotting away at home. Shall plan something.

2009-12-17T22:28:00.003+08:00

Hahaha. Cant stop laughing now. Was reading MLIA and found some really funny stories. Here's a few:

The other day, my annoying 6 year old sister's fish had died and went belly up from the abuse she gave it. My sister asks, "Is he playing dead?" I told her, "Told him to do that, I'll make him come back to life." So I yelled, "WAKE UP!" The fish suddenly became alive and swam around, and my sister fell to the ground motionless. I didn't know if I should call mom or high five the fish. MLIA

A few days ago, a girl in my class asked what a terrorist was. As we all looked at her in disbelief, the guy next to me says, "Oh my god, you're so dumb. A terrorist is like if I go to China, then I'm a terrorist." The teacher then looked at him and said, "You mean tourist right?" MLIA

Today I went to the store with my little sister. I left her alone for one second, and then I heard a crash. I turned around to see a mannequin on the ground and my sister standing over it. I asked her what happened she said "She pushed me first!" MLIA

I have a per bunny, Baxter, who loves to perform a little dance around my boyfriend's feet everytime he enters the room. I have always been jealous of all these attention Baxter gives my BF, until today, when I discovered that this "little dance" was actually a mating ritual. I understand now, I have a gay bunny. MLIA

My two friends (one boy and one girl) share a locker. Yesterday, the girl was away in the afternoon on a field trip. When the boy went to use her locker, another random kid walked up and said "hey, isn't this some girl's locker?" He then replied, "yeah, but i got a sex change." Today the girl was back and at her locker. The boy let her in on the little joke and when the random kid walked up, before he could ask her anything, she said "it just wasn't working our for me." They both have blonde hair, blue eyes, and the same height. He's convinced. MLIA

Today when I did my usual running leap into bed, my boyfriend finally asked me why I do that every time. I explained that I am terrified of the boogyman grabbing my feet from under the bed. He told me that was ridiculous and then proceeded to walk to my bed to climb in. My kitten then attacked his feet from under the bed. Ive never heard a man scream so loud. Told ya so. MLIA

The other day, my brother and I got in a little argument. He told me, "I wish you were dead!" So, instead of getting all emotional-I came up with a more sophisticated retort. I "fell" on the ground and proceeded to have a slightly violent fit with my eyes half open for about 10 seconds. I got up and started to walk away like nothing happened. The look on his face? Priceless. I think he learned his lesson. MLIA.

At the school library, I decided to see what the last person had copied so I pressed paste. What turned up was "why are you clicking paste without copying anything?" I looked at it in shock before laughing. MLIA.

Today in biology class my teacher found his laser pointer. Before he could start teaching I asked him what would happen if he pointed it into the fish tank. It turns out, they go crazy chasing it. Guess what we did for the rest of the class? MLIA

Today I was in my Planet Earth lecture where we were learning about evolution. My teacher started his sentence, "Fish are..." and at the same time everyone in the hall yelled "FRIENDS, not food!" Possibly the best class ever! Thanks Nemo! MLIA

HAHAHA.

2009-12-16T21:46:00.002+08:00

Rained during training today. Did lots of land training until abt 4, when the lightning alert was over. Mr Ismail has lots of weird exercises for us, lol.

Again, sets with resistors. Then run-downs. Somehow, i think Mr Ismail is bias to me. Or more like, I'm just not good enough. Tsktsk. When we were doing run-downs, he shouted at me/us not to rock the boat, but it didnt feel like we were at all. And I got distracted. Zzz.

Went for dinner with Jessica. Haha, the quietest dinner we've ever had cos we were both super hungry and rushing through our food.

I want to watch Planet 51. And I want to go swimming! Baaaaaah =.=

2009-12-15T20:48:00.004+08:00

Very tired. Slept at abt 3 or 4, then woke up at 10.10 (._.)

Rushed to the airport to fetch the people coming back from India. Wanted to take 27, but the stupid bus took so long, so cabbed there instead. SEE LINDSAY CHONG. I'm so nice :D hahaha.

In the end I was quite early, so waited & waited with Lindsay's parents. Hahaha, that girl. She waved at her mom from inside, but jumped & screamed when she saw me. Her mom was complaining that Linds more excited to see me. Hahaha.

After that went to have lunch together, and then to her house. Hung out for awhile, looked at the pictures. Then went home.

Oh, and SADLY but fortunately, Mingjing did not bring a black boyfriend back (:

2009-12-14T21:59:00.005+08:00

Hooked on to many online stories I found now. Some of them are really great (:

Anyway. Land training today. Thought I reached before Natalie, but in the end she was upstairs ._.

Did the usual, then went for lunch at 日本村 (:D) with Jessica, Hazel, Natalie & Genevieve. After that went to Century to get tickets for Princess & The Frog. Followed Genevieve to T1 to get smth, then bought bubble tea & Hazel, Nat & me went for the movie.

Cute but typical love story, lol. I think it was quite touching though. RIGHT, NAT? Hahahahaha!

After the movie, went to all three malls for Natalie Wong's swimming costume, but that girl (=.=) decided it's fine to wear the one she has at home. After more than 6 months of us planning to go swimming but always cancelling, because of her not wanting to go cos of her costume, she finally made up her mind to use the one she have. If she don't go swim with us soon, me & Hazel are gonna tear her apart.

Last two water trainings this week and school's gonna start real soon D: whose prepared? Definitely not me. D:

The India people are coming back tmr though. Hope Lindsay doesn't bring back a black boyfriend (HAHAHA :D)

2009-12-12T20:27:00.003+08:00

Basically did nothing and wasted yesterday & today.

Couldnt go for training 'cos I had flu & cough. Think i passed it to Jessica on Wed too. Should have known I was falling sick since the fever last Fri =='

Why are there absolutely no good shows on TV on weekends? I feel like I'm rotting my days away with facebook and blogger. Dont even get me started on hol h/w. I have proudly completed none.

Planned to upload some pics from the canoeing camp, but i decided not to cos i was too lazy. Hope i can get my itouch (:D) soon so that i wont be this bored.

2009-12-03T18:44:00.002+08:00

Haven't updated for so long (as you said, Yongsoon).

Hmm. There's like only less than a mth to school reopen. Omg, sec FOUR, like whoah. Time flies really fast.

Okay, anyway, so far the holidays have been kinda fun but also pretty boring. First was sec 3 camp at Changi. The campsite was near the airport so everytime the aeroplanes fly past, there's this loud noise. Quite irritating, esp when we're trying to sleep at night. The food was nice for a camp though (:

Rained quite alot while we were there, so we didnt get to do sea expedition aka kayaking & high elements ): Only tried indoor rockclimbing & zipline/flying fox. And we only did land expedition which was at ECP, and rafting. rafting was really fun and our group's raft was great :D

Did field cooking too, which our group did really well cos all the food tasted very nice :D Nightwalk was us blindfolded and having to follow the leader using animal sounds without touching each other. Our class got chicken, so we were going pok - stop, pok-keh - go, chip - left, chiper- right. And it was funny that you hear different animal sounds around, like frogs and cows. Haha.

After sec 3 camp was Canoeing Camp, which was fun :D
Mostly played games the first day, and there were really dirty ones. *coughs lindsay*. Second day was open hse preparation, then training. The night was the best: Sec 4s Graduation. They were supposed to follow instructions and collect parcels around the school. Cos there was a murderer at loose and they had to find the key to get out. And I was supposed to follow them.

Front gate, library, 2nd lvl hall corridor - where the murderer appeared & chased Jess. Aliya was really funny, roaring back at him, 3rd lvl technology (NOT D&T) room & AVA room, canteen toilet, 2nd lvl classroom block, hall.

The video Hazel made was really nice. Then we had supper, which was leftover dinner. Third day was just open house. Really boring cos it was the day the PSLE results are released, so not many ppl came.

Canoeing Camp was until thurs. Went to Batam from Friday to Sunday. Had fun :D

Went to watch 2012 with Yongsoon on Mon. The effects was nice but it was quite boring in the front part.

Had training yesterday. Did 4km with resistor, was exhausted, then did land training. Skipping, sit-ups, running. Then 150m run-downs. Won coach the first set, but after that we capped =.=
Went to tamp to buy New Moon tickets for today with Jess, then ate at Haagen Daaz :D

Watched New Moon today with Jieyi and Jess. The cinema was quite packed, but there were really irritating buggers who kept making stupid noises -.-
The movie was fine, but not really good. Didnt expect anything anyway. And the actor playing Alec as kinda hot :D

Kay, should have updated alot. Dont expect anybody to read it though, hah.

2009-10-21T10:03:00.006+08:00

Thought I should update this space with more pics instead of words. But it's not like many come here anyway.

So.. Family BBQ on Sunday pictures, and Hazel's belated birthday surprise.

Most are on FB anyway.

Family Photo

Playing Rockband (:

Hazel's Belated Birthday Surprise :D

& i think i literally look like a stick here -.-

2009-10-15T19:51:00.002+08:00

There're many changes we have to go through in life,
but the one that's hardest to accept is
when your loved ones become a complete stranger
and you being there to see every single, small change
& experience the after-effects.

Going down the same path we used to walk, it didnt feel right without you.

2009-10-04T19:02:00.005+08:00

In a state of confusion now.

Firstly, the dream last night is really making my brain going round and round. It's the wrong time to think abt it now, but I just cant seem to stop myself. But if that realisation sets onto me suddenly, I really dont know what I'll have to do. That feeling, it's like making a dream come true, and yet many complications come with it. What if, what if, what if, it's my subconscious mind trying to deny the fact?

And, why the hell did they have to delay the exams? If it wasnt, it'd have been half over alr. But now, it hasnt even started. I havent even been studying, and I dont even feel the sense of urgency at all. I'm not even in any studying mood, and I'm totally prepared to flunk the sciences.

Not even looking forward to school anymore, with 3 phy papers, 1 chem paper and 2 geog worksheets to be done. Not to mention overdue maths papers. All I feel like doing now is to get by the exams and escape to my world. I want to be down in the reservoir paddling, I want to play everyday away. Dont even know why I've been so tired and spending so much time in bed sleeping either.

I swear, I'm going to ... (no, it's not for you to know).

2009-10-02T22:31:00.003+08:00

So many things to study for, so little time left.
So many things that I wanna do, so little time to complete them.

Life has been tiring me out so much I really want to take a nice long break after exams. Tune off from the world and live in my perfect world, alone.

Went to Kbox with Yongsoon & Yizhen today to de-stress, lol. I really really really want to watch Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs, esp in 3D!

Food raining down, that's like my world. Imagine wanting to eat anything, and it just comes down from the sky. Chocolates, sushi, pasta, fried rice, fries, cheesecake, ice cream, chocolate, chocolate and more chocolate. Omg, I totally want to live in that world. Who cares abt getting fat man.

Shit, now I'm making myself hungry.
Will update more after exams, bye :)

2009-09-20T17:06:00.002+08:00

Havent touched a computer for so long. 3 weeks D: think its like my best record. Hah.

Stuff that happened was the belated Teachers' day dinner for Mrs Choo @ Swensens during the hols. Then Hazel's birthday three days ago and the belated surprise organised by Weesheng. Shall post the pics up soon (maybe aft exams).

Went with Yongsoon & Weesheng to Parkway to get the 15 balloons, then ECP to give Hazel the surprise. Sorry that there wasnt abybody else invited, it was exclusively the four of us :P *coughs*

Exams in less then three weeks. Gotta seriously buck up. Will try to update soon (:

There's a first for everything.

2009-08-29T23:12:00.007+08:00

This week is gonna be great (hopefully) 'cos there's only about three days of school and then there's hols :)
(please dont remind me abt exams)

Training on Fri, Jess and me tried scorpion. Felt quite stable initially, but after that kinda got abit wobbly at times. But we didnt cap at all :) Shona, Hazel, Nat & Jieyi tried K4 and they didnt cap too.

Today had been kinda relaxing. Almost went to study w/ YS, WS & gang but didnt in the end. Poor YS wanted to watch Final Destination 4 but it's M18. Lol.

Anyway I need to rant again. It's what a blog it's for.
The same old stuff happen over and over again. If you arent getting sick of it, I am. Idk why I choose to go through it over and over again. The same cycle continues and nothing changes. I've only asked for so little, and yet I dont get any. I've given out so much, and yet I received nothing. Just because I'm not saying anything doesnt mean I dont mind. I'm just me, and I dont want to go on faking that smile, pretending that it's all okay. Its all about one, two, three, four and five of you. I know I'm gonna lose it sooner or later. But I know that it wont stop, too.

When I have that glass of lemondade made by the lemons I was given, the only thing I can do is to add honey so as to make it sweeter. But this lemondade is stuck with me and,
It's a glass of never-ending lemondade.

2009-08-25T18:21:00.019+08:00

Just a short update.

Irritating chemistry CT tmr. I swear Chem would be my arch enemy for the rest of my life. Cant wait to finish the test tmr!

Anyway, went to de-stress (in a way) w/ YongSoon on Saturday at Kbox. And last tues we had this supposedly 'expensive' lunch, which was so heart-breaking for me, 'cos I lost 10 bucks -.- and the Haagan Daz ice cream was really overpriced T.T *money flown away* Go to YS blog for pics.

But the food therapy and Kbox and other stuff was helpful in destress-ing :)

Land training last fri and ystrday. Coach made us skip instead of run, which was really helpful 'cos my knees didnt hurt as much :)
Captain's ball yesterday resulted in me getting hit in the face and in my knee. Specs kinda crooked alr =='

EOYs are like, in about 5 weeks time.
Why, why must time pass so fasssssssssssst?

I dont want to face exams or bridging or
(damnit) MT Chi O (lvl)'s so soon

2009-08-17T21:18:00.007+08:00

It's getting too much for me.

I NEED A BREAK FROM LIFE.

2009-08-15T22:57:00.004+08:00

Blogger is super super irritating =.=

Went for water trainings this week. The attendance was a surprise. I bet if you had seen us, your reaction would be whoa. Esp. on friday.

Felt weird to be in the water again. But it still feels great to be paddling in the reservoir (:

Went to watch UP on Fri night. It was really cute and quite touching. There was a scene which I cried :x If you've watched it, you'll be wonering what was there to cry abt ><

Stayed over at cousins' hse after the movie. Went to swim today.

That's about all.

It's a mystery how life works.
I've been wondering about this. Why do humans choose to suffer in pain? For love, for money, for looks, for fame, for anything in the world that they want. If you really want that person, that thing, that name, no matter what others say to you, you'd feel that you're doing the right thing, because you think that you will be able to attain what you want. It's like, there's this force that is pulling you towards it, and it's only a one-way force. You either get it or you dont. And as this force is pulling you, all you feel is the pain, of what you have to sacrifice in order to get it.

Like if you want to be with a person, you are willing to give up your time and wait. If you want to look great, you give up eating or you waste money on products that claim to make you slimmer/prettier etc. If you want money to buy something, you would save up to the extent of not eating or not going out at all.

Why are we programmed in such a way that we are willing to go through so much pain in order to get what we want? Why are we programmed in such a way that if we give up the pain, we think that living without it would hurt more? But when you actually compare the length of time you suffer, it is actually more beneficial to yourself?

Like you want to be with a person, eg, you have to wait for a year. So you suffer for this one year, and at the end of that year, that person might not want you like he/she did before. And then all you do is mourn and waste more time moving on. If you had given up waiting, you would have just suffered that part of moving on painfully. But instead, during that waiting time, you only think, 'What if, we got together?', 'If I give up now, would I regret it? Would it have been a happy ending?'. And then you convince yourself to wait, and be hurt even more eventually.

Like you want to lose 10kg in a month by your means. You waste all your money on slimming products, you stop eating proper meals, you waste time attempting to exercise when you only run a few metres, you suffer. In the end, you fall sick or you dont lose weight at all. It might have made more sense if you ate proper meals, exercised and become healthier.
I really dont understand life at all.

P.S. The above does not apply to any particular person.

2009-08-08T12:58:00.001+08:00

Sorry I havent been posting pictures. Was planning to post here but there's no icon, again.

National Day Celebration was boring except for the marching parade. Arshad was the parade commander.
And we could all see Ko with his same face marching as if somebody passed away. Hah.

And then the teachers got sabo-ed up to sing the songs. Mrs Liow was very enthusiastic (as usual) when she tried to make some sec 2 girls sing. Lol.

The teachers on the upper sec side were just standing there singing w/o the mike whereas the lower sec side was more fun. BGSS wave was ... cos only the sec 4s were the most enthu.

So, macs breakfast after school w/ Linds, Jieyi, Zhenny (: then to my hse for filming. Yongsoon, Jiahao, Aloysius & Chinboon came along too after they went to watch Up (T.T). Played majhong, filmed, ate and played. ><

Gonna continue w/ Elearning (=.=)
Try to post pics up soon!

2009-08-02T14:07:00.002+08:00

If your life is ending in a day, what would you do in the 24 hrs?
Would you let your loved ones know that you would be leaving them forever? Or would you keep it from them?

If you are trapped in a car that would explode anytime, would you give up hope and wait for death, or would you risk everything to try to escape?

If a bomb was gonna explode within minutes, would you warn everybody and sacrifice yourself or would you sacrifice others to save yourself?

It's because life is that fragile, and no one can promise to always stay by you.
It's because nobody would know what will happen around the next corner.

2009-08-01T11:36:00.011+08:00

Edited.
D:

10 people were absent yesterday. Biggest record, only 30 present.
I'm down too, with cough and very bad sore throat.

Anyway, yesterday was super fun :D Did the encouragement thing for 4E1. The skit was great. Yongsoon and Lindsay made a really funny couple, and YS's 'emoing' was so chinese drama-ish.

But the limelight of it was definitely Syarif. And his way of 'cutting' himself made everybody laugh like crazy. HAHAHA.

And when Zakiah presented the cards, their reactions were like 'woah...' Ismail posted the pic on FB btw.

BUT the best thing will be Interaction on Monday. Macs breakfast from Mrs Choo :DD

Lunch-ed with Yizhen, Yongsoon, Weesheng, Jiahao, Clement & Joel after sch. Then went to the doc and rested at home. Finished watching Forensic Heros 2 :)

All I ever wanted was for you to be there. But it was the usual nothing. And then I start to wonder, if this was the right choice after all. Maybe that part was lost somewhere along the way, the part that we assumed we'd always have, that we took for granted. We might have been heading in the wrong direction all these while, so it's time to get onto track again. But this train will have one carriage missing, forever.

2009-07-28T22:12:00.009+08:00

Lol @ Weesheng ._.

The smart idea from WS to put our hands over each other.

Which resulted in mine getting squased by the two heavy guys ==

YS lifted his leg too high ;x

Blogger is finally okay =.=

Many tests last week, and Kbox on Friday with Hazel, Yongsoon & Weesheng at Kallang Leisure Park. Had lots of fun and there're videos too. Spent abt three plus hours there, then went to have dinner & talked for alot from Kallang to Bedok to Mac abt everything in school. Hah.

Had phototaking today, fun but some were absent. Fun shot was boring but there's still next year, hopefully.

Fifth week of the term already. Failed the Chem test which was supposed to be easy. How are we supposed to improve when all she says is, 'I think you guys should drop pure. But even if you drop pure, your standard won't even be good enough for combined.' Wow, it's so encouraging to us -.-

School's getting on my nerves already. I never used to have to drag myself to sch the past semester. But there's hardly anything much to look forward to now. Everything's just getting more and more irritaing and eff-ed up.

Never felt like that for a long time already. I wont let history repeat.

2009-07-21T21:48:00.005+08:00

Is it just me or is blogger screwed? =.=

Wtv. I just need to rant.

School sucks soooooooooooo much bocs there's phy CT & AM MYE retest tomorrow. Mugging like hell -.-

Encouragement thing on Fri for sec 4 is resulting in cancelling maths tuition and maths is getting harder and harder to comprehend.

And last but not least, everything seems to be going against last week and this week and somehow I manage to get quite pissed off before the day ends =='

CCA starting next week = no more free time. SS/EL project started today and due in abt four weeks. Madness.

PE doesnt fall on a CCA day and it's too troublesome to bring track shoes just for PE, which ends up spoiling my knee even more and please remind me to bring the freaking kneeguard =.=

P.S. WHY CAN'T SCHOOL JUST CLOSE DOWN!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-18T12:32:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, don't you wish there was something more to your life?
Sometimes, don't you wish that you can undo your mistakes and spare yourself and others the agony?
Sometimes, don't you wish there was just one more chance?
Sometimes, don't you wish that somebody would be there for you no matter what?
Sometimes, don't you wish that you can stop pretending to be happy when your insides are in pieces?
Sometimes, don't you wish there was that chance to go back into the past and relieve those memories?
Sometimes, don't you wish life would give you sweets instead of lemons?
Sometimes, don't you wish you had that power to make things go your way?
Sometimes, don't you wish people would be kinder and nicer?
Sometimes, don't you wish to talk to somebody who can make you smile no matter what?
Sometimes, don't you wish for that dream to turn into reality?
Sometimes, don't you just wish for the better?

2009-07-13T16:07:00.011+08:00

Went home straight after sch. Dropped by NTUC and bought a tub of ice cream.
Enjoying the best food therapy ever: Triple Chocolate Ice Cream + Chocolatessssss of all kind :D
Never fails to make me better :)
heh, must thank Yongsoon for not going to buy bubbletea w/ me. if not I'd not have went to buy the ice cream.

PICTURESSSSSSSSSS :D

NDP Rehearsal.

I think this one is the coolest. Looks as if they're gonna attack.

Orange smoke that came frm the boats

Blue lights = Cool pic effect

YELLOW Snow Ice

RED Snow Ice

BLACK Snow Ice

Would you believe me if I said this was supposed to be only a posed shot for Jieyi.

But somehow Lindsay took it with me giving her that same old -.- look

YA KUN.
Jieyi read the words as, 'NO FOOD AND DRINKS ARE ALLOWED'.

And the funnier story is right below, at the next post :D

2009-07-12T21:23:00.003+08:00

Okay, wanted to upload the pics of ystrday's outing, but blogger is irritating to the maxxxxx. All are up on FB anyway. Will try to post here again soon.

Anyway, walked arnd many places: Raffles City - S'pore River - Esplanade - Marina Square - Millenia Walk - Suntec City. Loads of funny things happened and we walked till our legs were super tired.

Lunched at the HK Cafe and had the very very nice & very very big Triple Snow Ice. You'll understand when you see the pictures.

The main course of the day happened at the end. We were at Ya Kun having dinner. There was this white thing (in the shaker also) w/ the soy sauce & pepper (for the eggs).

Linds ordered tea w/o sugar cos she didnt want it so sweet. She picked up the white thing and asked us if it was salt or sugar. Then she poured abit out on the plate.
Jieyi tasted some, and said, It's sugar.

So, Linds, trusting her, poured some into her tea. Then drank from it. It was fine, but not sweet enough. So she poured more in.
THEN, Jieyi suddenly tried more of the white thing, and went, EH NO, IT'S SALT! But Linds alr drank it.

She gave the 'OMG TOH JIEYI i'm so gonna kill you' and the 'this is SUPER GROSS' face.
And then me and Lindsay just burst out laughing for the next few mins which was followed by scolding her.

Jieyi tried drinking the tea and her whole face turned ultra funny 'cos it was really salty. So in the future, never never trust Jieyi's tastebud.

And then for revenge, Linds poured the salt into Jieyi's plate of eggs. HAHAHA. Just thinking abt it makes me laugh.

2009-07-11T10:16:00.005+08:00

Need to satisfy my cravings :)

Another week gone. School's feeling more and more stressful, and all the teachers are going 'I have to be stricter with you', 'All of you have to buck up for this semester', and blah blah blah.

Oh! And the AM teacher came this week. Quite a funny guy, but it seems as if all of our maths teachers are always bullied by us, or mostly, Weesheng. Haha.

Going out soon. Hopefully next post will be full of picturessssssssssss :D

2009-07-07T20:54:00.002+08:00

Wrong time to blog now. But I really need to get some stuff of my chest. Idk why but everything seems to be falling apart now. Idk how or what happened, but suddenly everything comes crashing down and I'm at a loss. It already hurts so much thinking about them, and it hurts even more attempting to solve them and think of the consequences.
I havent felt this 'emo' for a long time, and now that this feeling is back, I know it'll be very very hard trying to get rid of it. I dont like this feeling of helpness, and not being able to do anything except cry and whine. And the thing is I have no freaking idea what's wrong. I've been searching and searching for the answers but my brain's not giving me any. This really really sucks. Bah ):

2009-07-06T17:15:00.003+08:00

Havent been here for one week plus. Too busy to update, ps.

Anw, first week of school, nth much to be excited abt. I mean, yay:
we have 6 periods of Phy now, science is almost everyday,
we have this new AM teacher (who teaches in JC and comes specially for our class) and he hasnt appeared yet.
AND Fridays are just oh-so-nice with both sciences & AM periods only.
Isnt that great? :) *heavy sarcasm* =.=

On the other hand, there's this new Jap stall and everybody's going crazy over it cos every break, its crowded and the other stalls are getting pathetic. No doubt the food's more than edible :)

It feels more relaxed now that there's no CCA cos there's so much more time now :)

Went to macs on tues aft sch w/ YS and we stayed there talking abt alot of things that made me feel better :)

Be Yourself Day on Friday, class theme was Black & White. Boring but at least everybody sticked to it. Had sing-along session during class period and YS was complaining how it was all english songs, except tong hua.

Went to K-box w/ YS & Jieyi after going to my hse and looking for a present for Brendon's friend which took us more than half an hour. Lol.

Videos all on YS's blog. Pics of Be Yourself Day too. Too lazy to take from him & post :P

Shall update again soon :D

2009-06-28T00:03:00.009+08:00

Pics from Friday, as mentioned in previous post.
Too lazy to edit.

BGSS Canoeing Team 2009

Sec 4s: All the best to their exams :)

From 3E1 :)

3rd place (20 crew B div Women)

Going down for 20 crew race.

Returning from 20 crew race. The boats in there:

Boat 3 is BGSS, Boat 1 is CHIJ KC.

2009-06-26T23:58:00.005+08:00

National Schools Dragonboat Championships 2009

20 crew B Div Women - 3rd
10 crew B Div Women - 2nd
:D

Shall edit this post soon w/ pictures :)

2009-06-21T23:03:00.010+08:00

Singapore International Water Festival @ Marina Barrage

We got 2nd!

Did a 10 crew race in a 20 crew dragonboat, cos there wasn't any 10 crew boat ._.

The place was crowded w/ ppl from everywhere. There were like DB teams from Australia, Phillipines, Japan. Plus polys, ITEs & secondary schs. The sun was freaking hot too =.=

Went for the race, and got 2nd. With Yuan Ching's team A for first.
I dont like the water there, cos it's seawater, salty =.= And the water's quite dirty ==

After the prize presentation, went to take the shuttle bus and headed to City Hall. Gosh, some Singaporeans are really very very (insert word here). There was a line to queue & wait for the bus, but when the bus came, everybody just rushed to the door =.=

Ate at Sakae w/ Natalie, Jieyi, Lindsay, Nellie, Hazel & Mingyi. Followed by ice cream at Macs. By that time, only left w/ me, Nellie, Natalie & Hazel.

Waited for train at City Hall, but the train that came was 'not for boarding'. The speaker repeated that many many times but the train nv appeared, until like after how long. So, the 'not for boarding' train came, the passengers alighted, and it took forever to leave.

Next train came, but it was 'overcrowded' so we didn't board it. And while waiting for the next one, Natalie was being really (insert word here).

Nat: (does action of pulling her nose longer, forward) Oh! Porcupine! (referring to her action)
Hazel: (starts laughing, but couldnt say anything)
Kim: Uhm, Natalie, do you mean, pinocchio? (fyi, the cartoon)
Hazel, Nellie, Kim: (laughs very hard)
Nat: Oh ya. Aiya same lah.
Hazel, Nellie, Kim: (still laughing like hell)

HAHAHA. Omg that Natalie Wong damn power can. Lolololol.
It's like only NATALIE can see the link btwn porcupine & pinocchio.

Anw, the stupid train finally came, but it was moving super slow towards Bugis. We were saying that the train was too heavy ._.
Father's day dinner at Bedok and home.

Hah, training cancelled tmr, can sleep in :D

Okay, my main purpose for updating was just comp and the porcupine/pinocchio thing. Hah. Pics are down there. Bye :)

Our race.

We're in the lane on the right of the yellow buoy.

Basically the first one.

Prize presentation

The 10 crew w/ our medals :D

Interschools Dragonboat Comp coming up on Fri :D

2009-06-18T21:02:00.008+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
Sorry it's kinda blurred, but I think you shld be able to see it. If not, just click and enlarge it :D
HAHAHAHA.

The only thing abt school I miss is seeing the great people in school everyday. But not the waking up in the wee hours of the morning and studying =.=

2009-06-17T20:38:00.005+08:00

I'm scared, worried, and I'm at a loss.

My grandfather's in hospital with mild stroke. I feel so helpless and I dont even know his condition now. I don't like this feeling. Please please please let him be fine.

And wth, screw the freaking swine flu. Advise ppl not to go to hosp unnecessarily. WTF =.="

On a lighter note, I enjoyed dragonboat today.

Give me.

2009-06-16T14:44:00.003+08:00

I need caffeine.
Give me iced cola, iced coffee & dark chocolates please.

Gosh, woke up at one today and I feel sleepy again (Time now: 2.46pm)
Idk when I've become sucha pig =='
I shall try to get some of the hw done today :)

Stay strong

2009-06-15T17:47:00.004+08:00

Here to update (:
Tried doing some hol h/w but I ended up sleeping ._.
Haha. Idk what to blog abt cos the hols have been pretty normal.
Been waking up around the time we'd be having recess (10.10am). No idea how I'm gonna set my body clock to waking up at 6, omg D:

I'm looking forward to dragonboat training and Marina Barrage :D
I mean, it's the first time I'll be there, and we can be in the water alr :)
Lol. Okay, some pics & I'm outta here.

Had to retake this for them cos YS complained he looked too shiny

Totally forced by YS cos neither me nor WS wanted to take a pic w/ each other.

& I was basically threatening him with Hazel everytime he says smth stupid :P

*coughs*

I think I look like I'm standing beside a (really tall) statue that looks like he's trying not to burst out laughing. LOL.

Update again soon ;D

2009-06-11T12:54:00.009+08:00

Yesterday's June Babies Celebration :D

Had fun at the party.
Mostly played majhong, lol. Played all the way to nine, then truth or dare with the rest left (17 ppl). Played dare in a group.

Pics:

B'day Girl & Boy

My disciple in majhong (:

Truth or Dare.

We were supposed to do the same look as Enhao's Photo of the Year (next pic)

but I think only Fouzan's one look like it.

(I'm sorry, Enhao :P)

Videos of the other's group's dare are with Mr. W.L.

Group Photos w/ those who were left.

First row: Jiahao, Ronald, Clarence, Yongsoon, Me, Yizhen

Second: Brendon, Leo, Shirly, Ko

Third (sitting): Enhao, Fouzan, Jessica, Jin Xian, Quan Xue, Nicholas

Addition: Mr William Lim

2009-06-10T10:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FIFTEENTH,

PEIFANG, FOUZAN & JESSICA :D

Heh. Had a fruiful day yesterday.

Check up in the morning, lunch-ed at Chinatown, drove up to Mt. Faber Park, shopped at Vivo, went to cousin's hse and dinner-ed there.

Pics up soon (:

Gonna go for the party for all the June babies later. Looking forward to it :D

2009-06-08T20:19:00.002+08:00

Night At The Museum 2 finally :D

Very very funny :D
Went to watch after training w/ Jieyi, Linds, Natalie & Sokshan.

Darn, second week of the holiday and I havent started on all the crap homework.
Totally not in the mood anymore, damn.

Thinking.

2009-06-06T14:25:00.003+08:00

It's just one of those days.

Memory Lane

2009-06-04T10:24:00.011+08:00

I wanna take that walk down memory lane (with you), and probably not come back anymore.

I guess, when life puts you down with every setback, it's really hard to stand up again. Been seeing people around me falling so much that I feel so helpless.

Tried K4 with Jessica, Shona & Natalie yesterday. Quite fun in some ways but we capped at least five times.
PUB & Interschools Dragonboat Comp coming up this hol @ Marina Barrage :D

2009-06-01T22:16:00.008+08:00

I'm Back :D
Land training, Expo food fair & shopping today :)
Cant wait for water training to start :)

Anw, some pics (from YS).
Order kinda mixed up :x

3E1 :D

Lacrosse :D
Most of the ppl from our class are hidden underneath

The Pizza treat from Mrs Choo :D

Fouzan, Yizhen, me :)

Me & YS.

Omg, I look like I'm holding a yellow torchlight under my chin.

Me & Zhen

Maths Parachute thing.

Enlarge for a nicer view :)

2009-05-30T13:27:00.002+08:00

3E1 rocks :D

So, Sports Carnival was yesterday and we won in all three games (:
Lacrosse, Captain's Ball & Three-Legged Soccer.
Didnt have prize presentation, but our class spirit was great :D

Dinner-ed aft ICT w/ Lins, Carissa, Zhen, YS & JH @ Yoshinoya. Fengmao & Alex joined us. Walked, shopped and strolled around randomly (:

Thurs.
Stayed back to help with the Parent-Teacher Conference w/ YS & JH.
Pizza for dinner, treated by Mrs Choo :D
Crapped alot in the canteen and left arnd seven thirty.

Wed.
Training cancelled, went to gym w/ Jieyi, Linds, Nat & Hazel.
Dinner-ed at 日本村 :D

School holidays = Revision, Hw, Training.

Dragonboat Comp coming up @ Marina Barrage ! :D

2009-05-25T21:11:00.002+08:00

Went to the YOG Learning Centre. Really nice place.

Took our very first class picture too. Shld be uploaded on class blog by idk-who :P

Some crap maths thing tmr that we have to build a parachute=.=

Looking forward to Wednesday cos of Fun with Maths & Science and water training :D

2009-05-23T11:46:00.025+08:00

Edited.

Added these two best pictures of the day.

The Family Shot

The Ace Chairmans (all look so gangsta)

I SAID I'LL BLOG, SO HERE I AM (:

Many many many pics to do the talking so I wont write much.
Lindsay, Jieyi, Shona, Yizhen, Yongsoon and Jiahao came to my hse on Fri afternoon.
Weesheng joined us for lunch but had to go back to sch for soccer practice.
Played many games and it was really fun.

Went Kbox with Yongsoon on Saturday (:
FMI, please go to his blog. (See, YS, I advertising also.)

Kay, enjoy the pics (:

Weesheng & Yongsoon

Leaving for soccer

@ my house
YS playing Mastermind

UNO Stacko: A really dangerous game 'cos Lindsay hurt herself by getting over-excited.

Form A Word

UNO.

Look at all the fooooooooooood :D

SCUM!

It was so funny cos everybody had a chance to be at least a vice-president except Jieyi.

The Unwilling Scum

Here goes the camwhoring.

A Happy Family:

Dad-YS, Mom-JY,

Army son-JH, Teenage daughter-Kim, Baby girl-YZ.

(Pic on top with the cutest Zhen w/ dog)

Happy family? Look closer.

Evil parents with poor girl.

Evil parents with poor daughter's poor dog.

The Chairman Gang ('07-'09)

The Gangsta Look

JH-Father whose gonna die soon

Linds, YS, JY-Children who cant wait for dad to die to inherit $$

The Acting Cute Look

The Gang Leader YS w/ Jieyi as Mistress (LOL~)

& finally a proper shot (:

Who knew our Chairman had this side of him?

& the day ended off with a karaoke session.

2009-05-19T19:08:00.004+08:00

Feels so long since I've been here

Have been addicted to Facebook :P

WILL BLOG DURING THE WEEKEND (:

-Because i know when the words are spoken out, everything will be lost.

2009-05-09T09:17:00.006+08:00

First of all, this post shld be dated 10 May instead 'cos I saved the uploaded pics as draft.

Secondly, pics from Thursday (:

Zhen, Carissa, Linds, Jieyi, Me

3 of us

The water globe from the six ppl (:

Test-tube w/ name from Yongsoon (:

I'll show you that I still have it every year :P

Octopus from Jieyi (:

Selangor eh? ;D

Necklace from Shirly (:

The acrylic heart is really pretty.

Made by Shirly (D&T, i think)

Close up:

And there'e the top from Jessica but I didnt manage to take a pic of it ):

CYA

2009-05-07T21:32:00.005+08:00

7 MAY :D

Thank you to everybody who wished me a happy birthday, for all the msges/calls.
Thank you Yongsoon, Jiahao, Yizhen, Chenxin, Hazel, Weesheng for the snowglobe ! :D
Thank you Yongsoon for the test-tube name !
Thank you Jieyi for the octupus and chocolate cookie !
Thank you Shirly LAOGONG for the heart ! (super nice :D)
Thank you Jessica for the blouse !
Sorry if I missed out anybody ;x
Love you guys ! <3

Had lunch at Spagheddies (spelling?) with Jieyi, Linds, Yizhen, Carissa, Yongsoon, Aloysius, Jiahao, Fouzan. Nice food but ex. and quite small serving.
The brownie with ince cream was heaven though ;D

LAST PAPER TMR :D
Post pics up soon (;

2009-04-24T21:39:00.019+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOH JIE YI ! :D
hope you enjoyed yesterday !

So we planned a surprise for the girl at Bedok Reservoir after tuition.
With Hazel, Shona and Natalie.

Kidnapping her,

She was so scared of going down the stairs,

And she keeps taking very very small steps,

On the middle platform where it was wavy,

Removed the shirt,
SURPRISE !
But she was trying to get used to the light

Shona presenting the cake.
And Shona looks like she's being blown away.

Cake on her face,

Supposedly card at first,

And got 'destroyed' or 'nice-end' by Hazel's chop,

And In The End,

The back of the card

Loner Birthday Girl Eating Birthday Cake

Lindsay

Birthday Girl showing off her muscles

Look at Nat and Shona's unhappy faces.

Funny faces !

HAHAHA.

No idea why this one is so dark :(

Me & Jieyi

Linds & Jieyi

Scenery of Bedok Reservoir :)

2009-04-19T21:57:00.009+08:00

Hey.

I know I havent updated for like a week. National Interschools is already over, and we can only continue to work very very hard for next year.

Ice Cream Chefs on Tues to celebrate Linds' birthday. Caught 17 Again @ Bugis with Jieyi, Hazel, Lindsay, Jess, Natalie & Sokshan on Thurs followed by neoprints :D

Moved boats back to Bedok Reservoir on Fri and it was very crowded 'cos of Temasek Regetta. Such a pity that we didnt have a chance to take part this yr.

Back to school ystrday for phy & geog, then lunch-ed with Jieyi, Hazel, Carissa, Yizhen, Yongsoon & Jiahao at the jap restaurant near Tamp Swimming Complex. The bill came up to $101.90.
Walked arnd T1 for awhile with the girls then left. Pics all at YS blog.

Wtf. Feeling very fucked up with life now.
As Jieyi had put it, we escaped from the reality of school for the four days, and now it seems near impossible to catch up with all that we missed, esp. the main subjects. School workload is piling up with what we missed and MYE's starting in less than two weeks.
I have no idea where to start catching up/studying/revising from, esp. when she rushed thru so much of maths, and she expects us to catch up with what we've missed from physics from others.

Crap, and there's 2.4 tmr. How to run when my thigh's been having cramps for the past few days? -.-'

Ugh, wtf. My brain's filled with studies, canoeing, other school stuff, that and that.

Oh, and 14th Apr:
Happy (Belated) Birthday Lindsay !

19th Apr:
Happy Birthday Yizhen !

& in case I wont be posting,
23rd Apr:
Happy Birthday Jieyi !

2009-04-12T10:15:00.019+08:00

Picnic @ Vivo Skypark w/ Jieyi on Sat.
Lins couldnt make it cos she was sick :(

Let the pictures do the talking:

Food :D

Fried rice :D

Ha, Jieyi was eating her pear.

LOL :D

Ben & Jerry's Chocolate Euphoria

Does this look like any part of the Skypark?

AHS NCC performing

OMG. This was heaven for me.

Awfully Chocolate.

Very very nice. Their ice cream is in this box lors, cute.

2009-04-10T13:20:00.007+08:00

Tiring day ystrday.

Two tests plus emergency exercise. Followed by tuition straight after school.

Went to Tamp with Jieyi after that. Saw the new mall Tampines 1, which just opened ystrday. Crowded like hell.

Walked arnd TM. There were still alot of ppl there. Yongsoon came at seven plus, and Jieyi left.

Explored the new mall with YS, and it was really packed. YS was like saying he has this feeling that we'll see BG ppl, but we didnt see any at all.

The inside of the mall looks like Vivo, and it's quite big.

Wanted to look for a place for dinner but it was crowded everywhere. Finally ate at Eastlink Foodcourt then went to the Roof Terrace at the top level of T1.

A great view of tamp inter and the scenery was really really nice :D
Me and YS felt that the place was great.

In the end we only saw Chin Boon with his dad there. YS's 'feeling' was kinda wrong.

Pictures below (all snatched from YS's blog)

TM was quite empty while

T1 was packed.

Roof Terrace :D

Me & YS :)

View of interchange

View of MRT/TM/CS

Oh, and this new mall has Auntie Anne's :DDD

Used to be able to eat it only when I go to Parkway but now, yay ;D

And there's another Subway too! :)

The Jap department store, smth like Isetan/Metro looks nice too. First one in S'pore, I heard. Plus there's a Jap supermarket (I think it's Jap).

Haha. Kay, bye(:

2009-04-07T20:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Shona ! :D

Hope you liked the presents, and the doughnut cake was great :D

Second day of the week and I'm very tired alr. The past days have been crap, esp. ystrday. I have no idea what to say except that we're disappointed.

Get to leave class at one tmr 'cos we're gonna move boats to macritchie :)

I dont wanna put on a smile and pretend everything's okay anymore. Esp. when nothing's okay in the first place.

2009-04-03T22:38:00.003+08:00

Life's still the same except me.

School:
Normal.
Went to sch with Shirly today aft buying coffee for training.
Assembly had the Council Investiture thing.

Training:
Last water training at bedok reservoir for the sec 4s.
Last water training at bedok reservoir before comp.
Moving boats next Wed. Hopefully we'll have time to go into the water. Get to leave sch at 1 :D

I'm tired. Nites.

It's just not the same without you.

2009-04-01T21:29:00.002+08:00

April Fool's Day!

Hahaha, saw many people being pranked. The best one was the one by Shona & Natalie after training just now.
Nat pretended to push Shona and Shona hit the wall, and her tooth drop out. Nat acted until so real, she actully cried cos she 'injured' Shona. But Jieyi was the one got tricked by all of us. HAHAHA.

This April brings along many events. Lots of birthdays coming up: Shona (7th), Lindsay (14th), Yizhen (19th), Jieyi (23rd), Sheril (28th). Five April babies from the class. Wow. Lol.

But First of April also means: it's 13 more days to comp.
And end of the mth would be the start of MYEs.

Sigh.

2009-03-29T18:56:00.003+08:00

I'm back :D

Just felt like blogging. Haha.

Changed seats on Friday. At the other side of the class now.
Supposed to be beside Ko, and I can have fun 'playing' with him, but it's okay, still diagonally near him :P
Still with Bixuan. Dennis and Jieyi behind, Aloysious & Jael in front. Lindsay & Natasya still on our right.
Funniest thing is Weesheng's beside Shona, and he's cornered by the other three canoeists. So if he tries anything funny, all we have to do is to complain to Hazel. LOL!

Training on Friday was not bad. Some new teachers came to observe. Went for dinner with Jess and we talked about alot of stuff.

Phy quiz on Mon or Wed but I cant study cos I still dont have my notebook back. Hope it's not tmr! T.T

Kay, dinner time. BYE :)

2009-03-26T22:02:00.005+08:00

HELLO :DD

I havent blogged for 6 days alr :P

First week of Term 2 will end tmr, and I'm glad I'm getting used to the hectic lifestyle already :)

And finally went for my first water training after so long, but it sucked 'cos we used the wrong boat.

National Interschool Canoeing Competition: 14 - 17 April
Less than three weeks left.
110% effort + eat healthily + extra training.

Many birthdays coming up in April. From my memory, there's already five of them. Needa shop for presents sooooooon!

Anw, update when I have more time.
Toodles~ ! :D

2009-03-20T16:17:00.004+08:00

None of these should be happening at all. What is the world becoming? Everything is going the wrong way and nothing makes sense at all. I dont understand anything that's been happening and it seems to be so confusing.

It's like life's telling you to choose between 1 and 2. You dont want 2 but you are forced to choose 2 cos you're not allowed to choose 1. Why give a choice btwn 1 and 2 when 1 is not allowed? And after you've been forced to choose 2, life gives you the result for 1 instead and you get all confused. Suddenly you feel that both 1 and 2 is not what you want at all and you wish something else will happen and you get more choices like 3, 4 or 5. But life is sucha selfish idiot, it doesnt give you 3, 4 or 5 to choose from. It only lets you have 2 for the answer and 1 as a result. Which means it just totally ruins your life and mess up with everything you thought made sense thus messing up with the way you see the world. And yet, regardless of 1 or 2 or whatever, the only thing you know is that none of these make sense, and it should not be happening at all and you start wondering what the hell is wrong with everybody and everything in the world.

Do you feel like you understand it even though it seems ridiculously weird and you're curious what is 1 or 2? Haha, congratulations, you get what I mean but sorry, no, you wont get to know what is 1 or 2.

; you have no idea how this feeling sucks.

2009-03-18T20:25:00.002+08:00

Had fun today.

Went out after physics lesson today. Went to some cafe in Safra to hang out & play games.
Was with Shona, Lindsay, Shuwei, Jieyi, Fouzan, Aloysius, Godwin, Dennis and Weesheng. Played many fun games.
Havent laughed so much for very long. The guys went for bowling after that and we played for awhile more before leaving. The bill came up to $80.40.

Physics & maths lesson yesterday followed by breakfast at Macs, and a nice afternoon of studying.

Sunday was spent catching up on some stuff I missed. Thank you Yongsoon :D

Holidays arent much of one with no more free days left for this week. Training tmr & Fri and tution tmr.
I guess I have to try to get myself back into the hectic lifestyle of school since it starts next week :X

Bye(:

2009-03-13T11:09:00.004+08:00

Been staying at home doing nothing so much that I can anticipate next week would be worse.
Going back to school to collect stuff ltr. Cant wait :D

Cool, the time now is 11:11. Lol.
I've been watching all the old cartoons on Cartoon Network these days:
Pink Panther, Tom & Jerry, Tweety Bird, Road Runner.

And did you know, there's this new Powerpuff Girls show called Powerpuf Girls Z. I was like LOL?!? when I saw it. Turns out it's almost the same as the original one except this looks more anime. Think it was drawn by Jap cartoonists. Very cute. Hahahaha.

Ghost Whisperer tonight baby! :D

And, one more thing.

All the best to the girls competing in Nat Juniors tmr & Sun.

Jieyi, Shona, Nadiah, Atikah, Lindsay, Amelia, Hazel, Joan, Fer, Ayu, SheauJing, Aliya, Ivy, Sipei. (hope i didnt miss out any names)

Go BG Canoeists ! :D

2009-03-10T08:59:00.002+08:00

BLAH :X

I've been drinking all the medicine & water I feel I'm made up of only water.
I've been coughing so much and my throat & ribcage & head hurts badly.
What have i done to be sick on the last week of sch?
It feels like I cant even live pass the next day cos it hurts so much.
Hoping it wont reach to that very serious extent.

whatever, you.

2009-03-09T11:04:00.002+08:00

SICK -.-

Didnt go to sch today cos ^ (look on top).

Caught a cold on Sat, and had high fever ystrday==

Topaz got second for Sports Day, with Ruby only FIVE FREAKING POINTS ahead of us for first position. Yes, I emphasize, 5 freaking points.

Got third for the 4 x 100m relay, and YS said I was quite slow :x

Last week of Term 1 alr. Time has passed by so fast.

Not ready to go back to school anytime soon cos my brain's not working, and I need alot of rest.

Which brings an end to this post. Bye(:

Oh yeah, one last thing:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLY LAOGONG :D

2009-02-28T12:44:00.003+08:00

Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi (:

I'm very very tired now even though it's just 1pm.
Spent the morning finishing up all the weekend h/w I have so I get to enjoy tmr wholeheartedly :)

Training was good ystrday 'cos our timings improve, which was a huge encouragement, but yet we're still nowhere near.

Highlight of the week was Sports Heats on Wed. Got to skip lessons :D
Went out to eat after that with Lindsay, Jieyi, Hazel, Juliana, Steffi, Weesheng & Aloysius. Many funny things happened.
Some SJAB ppl were there also, and Ko came to join us.

I realised I havent been doing very good in my strong/favourite subjects. Carelessness is soooooo irritating. My geog and maths papers were all due to it. And phy & chem test is gonna be badly done, esp since I was careless in applying the formula for phy :(
And logarithms is so confusing, it's killing my brain cells.

On a lighter note, Weesheng seems to have split personality. He's nice on some days but irritating-till-you-feel-like-killing-him on others.
And Yongsoon is getting so picture-obsessed ever since he got his new phone.

Life is always so disappointing. Living through it is already so tough, and yet there're so many complications that come along with it. I wish things will stay right.

I love you.

Tmr's my cousin's birthday so I guess it'd be anothere day of playing around with kids.

Anw, gtg now. Bye(:

2009-02-21T11:33:00.005+08:00

HELLO :D

Yeah, you must be thinking, Kimberly finally updated.
Sorry for not updating :x

In a summary...

(14th Feb) Went out on V Day to town with Lins & Jieyi. Caught Bride Wars which was a nice movie. Shopped & walked around town.

(15th Feb) Had this surprise party thing for Weesheng on Sun with Yongsoon, Lindsay, Davin & Hazel. Bought the present with YS & Godwin.

The couple of the day was Davin & Lindsay 'cos they acted like a model couple.
LOL. Sadly, no pics of them 'cos they Davin refused to take any.

Since there was Davin & Lins, WS & Hazel, there was only YS & me left, so we decided to act as the third couple for that day. Hahaha.

(16th - 20th Feb) Took back phy test and the whole class was scolded.
Oh, and we got our IC alr. Haha.
Water training on wed and ystrday.

Went for dinner with Lins & Jess. Talked, and went to library where Lins found her favourite movie books (Pirates, Lord of the Rings, Narnia). Haha.

The past week has been quite bad 'cos of all the scoldings we got, and that maths teacher (-.-').
Sports heat on Wed and I'm so not prepared.

Cant even reach home before six now every single day.
It's so tiring to try to juggle all the school work & canoeing, not to mention the addition of house training.
Hopefully things will die down after competition and I can concentrate on studying alr.

Anw, all the pics are below. Enjoy :)

Partners :D

Me & Jess

Sun, 15th Feb

Me & YS

WS & Hazel (bottom)

V Day :D

Jieyi with Nat's cookie monster bag.

This disgusting thing Shona made with egg, soup, and idk what.

Looks like baby food huh.

Some CNY goodies :D

Love letters

Chocolate cornflake :D

2009-02-21T11:20:00.002+08:00

First of all, this quiz. Updates in next post :D

Tagged by Shirly.

5 TRUE facts about you:
I cant live without my phone.
I'm jealous that YS has unlimited smses cos he seems to keep spamming.
I only swear when I cant control myself.
I suck in sciences.
(Apparently thanks to those who sabo-ed me), I might be a chairperson=.=

5 THINGS that you love:
I love chocolates, my family, my friends, canoeing and _____. :D

5 THINGS that you hate:
I hate not knowing what to do, not having enough chocolates, being irritated, ppl getting on my nerves, and ____.

Choose 10 people and do the following:
No. 1 : Lindsay
No. 2 : Jieyi
No. 3 : Fengmao
No. 4 : Yizhen
No. 5 : Yongsoon
No. 6 : Natalie
No. 7 : Hazel
No. 8 : Weesheng
No. 9 : Sheril
No. 10 : Fouzan

(1) Is no. 2 your best friend?
Of course.

(2) Is no. 1 and no. 7 dating?
No.

(3) Who are you closer to? No. 5 or no. 10?
5

(4) When's no. 8's birthday?
14th Feb, Valentines Day.

(5) Will number 9 be the obstacle in your life?
No.

(6) Is no. 3 irritating.
No.

(7) What if no. 8 betrays you?
I'll keep commenting on his big legs. LOL

(8) Is no. 4 an idiot?
Nope.

(9) Will no. 6 be an idiot when he/she grows up?
Idiot's not a nice word. Philosopher will be nicer. And she's already one, with no. 2.

(10) Which do you prefer? no.1 - 10.
All. :D

2009-02-07T12:12:00.005+08:00

Hi there :D

I feel like I've lost the touch of blogging 'cos I cant use the com as often now.
So I'm at a loss of what to say.

Valentine's Day is a week from now and in case I dont get a chance to use the com,
Happy Valentine's Day! in advance (:

Valentine's Day is the day to let your loved ones know they have a place in your heart, and they mean something to you. Everyone likes to know they stand a place in someone's heart. So, take this opportunity and don't be afraid to express your love for your friends, family, and your other half.

Feb 11th is 'Don't Cry Over Spilled Milk Day', so don't blame yourself for what you have or have not done that day (and every other day).

The past week has been crazy, with the two very important tests, Chem & Phy. But luckily, the Phy one has been postponed to Monday.

Chi CT sucked, cos I didnt expect myself to get so low. Yeah, say I have high expectation or whatever you want, I just didnt expect myself to do so badly. Two strokes = four marks gone, or I could have gotten a 40-plus.

Training has been stressful already, with only two land & one water (training) this week. But next week onwards, it'll really be a whole four-day per week training.
Mr Ismail had a point in what he said about us holding back & not giving in our 100% every training. Even though he's repeated that many times, ystrday was the first time it meant so much to me.
Everytime I try to do the right thing in the boat, something else will oppose me. Be it the wind or the waves, I know I cant blame anything/anybody except myself for not being resilient enough.

Blogging only every weekend is feeling like a reflection of the week.
Haha, random-ness.

I want a water globe / snow globe very very very much. Anybody, pleaseeeeeeee? :D

Haha. Some funny things that happened in class this week:

Fouzan was trying to show Jieyi how the egg-soaked-in-vinegar can bounce, but it broke on Jiahao's table instead. The whole classroom had this vinegar smell. Cant imagine what it's gonna be like on Monday, esp. since I sit right in front of Jiahao.

And that happened just as we were abt to leave for Class Lesson, which was about Resilience. And guess what was the topic? 'How High Can You Bounce?' LOL.

Mrs Quek didnt come on Wed, and that Ms Yang came in to relief. Everybody did their own stuff, and YS came up with this imaginary majhong thing that me, him, Aloysius & Yizhen started 'playing'. It was really retarded, but it was fun too.

Have some pics from ystrday. Jieyi being so fascinated & carrying Nat's cookie monster bag, & the sec 3s playing arm-wrestling and other games. Post it up soon(:

Till next time~ ! ;D

2009-02-01T21:10:00.004+08:00

Hello (:

Went out ystrday for the whole day with family. (Sorry, Yongsoon)
Went to temple, then look at some stuff, and aunt's condo for buffet.
And then cousin's hse to play. Reached home very late.

Friday's training was quite good.
Went out for dinner aft that with Lins, Jieyi, Shona, Hazel, Sokshan.
Took an ultra long time to decide where to eat.
SS wanted Subway, Shona wanted LJ.
Ended up in Macs=='

Was late on Thurs=.=''
Damn dumb, first time late only-.-
Went to detention with Lijing.

Quiz tagged by Jessica.

1: Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Idk?

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
I need more sleep

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
My cousins

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Nope

5: Would you ever donate blood?
Yeah

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeah

7: Do you want someone dead?
Sometimes

8:What does your last text message say?
' Cant. This one must do all. Cant escape ' -Mr William Lim

9:What are you thinking of right now?
Something not very nice.

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yes.

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
Btwn 12 to 1 am.

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
I didnt buy it.

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Yeah.

14: Who was the last person to text you?
Refer to 8.

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ:
1. Lindsay
2. Jieyi
3. Shirly
4. Yongsoon
5. Hazel
6. Natalie
7. Fengmao
8. Weesheng
9. Juliana
10. Yizhen

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
Nobody

16: Is 3 a male or a female?
Female.

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
Maybe.

18: What is Number 1 studying about?
Triple sci?

19: When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Who's them?

20: Is Number 4 single?
Yes

21: Say something about Number 2.
She's a philosopher, like no. 6.

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
Can i change the qns to 2 & 6? Hahaha.

23: Describe Number 9
Orange

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
Uhh... It'll be funny?

25: Do you like Number 8?
Only when he's not being annoying. LOL.

Oh, and i just recalled some funny stuff that happened in sch.

It was last last thurs, in the physics lab. I wasnt feeling well.

Me (to Lins): Can change place? Here got wind.

Lins: No, Godwin over there. (points to Godwin)

Me (gave the look & we switched places): Wah, here also very cold.

Lins: Ko over there.

Me (gave the look again)

Lins: 这里有风

Me: There's a guy in our sch called Youfeng also. (pauses & think) 这里很冷.

Both of us: 能颖 Lengying!

A really stupid conversation.

Stupid spacing thing again.

Bye.

2009-01-27T19:30:00.005+08:00

' I love you too much
It shows, all my emotions go
Out of control
When I can hardly see
From the tears that flow

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
Coz ladies take it in
And get comp oh oh oh sure
Before I lose it get comp oh oh oh sure '

Breathe Slow - Alesha Dixon

Happy CNY :D
Didnt have a really nice one, quite boring in fact.
Ate alot of stuff :P

Reunion dinner(s) on Sat & Sun.
Visiting ystrday was.... not bad (?)

Wanted to go out today, but ended up at Nellie's hse with Hazel, Juliana, Davin, Yongsoon, Gerald, Clement, George & Lijing.
That YS was singing karaoke, self-entertaining himself, while we were playing cards.

Nellie's cousins were really cute. They hid in the room & kept opening the door to peek at us.
Me & Hazel were trying to get them to come, but they thought we were trying to scare them or smth. Hahaha.

Sch starts tmr...................................... T.T
Want it, but also dont want it. Sigh.

And training from next week onwards are four times a week.
Plus there's house training also.
Omgoshhhhhhhh.

Kinda exaggerated, but busy days ahead.
Haha, anw, bye :D

2009-01-24T12:46:00.003+08:00

' It doesn't matter how you feel
Life is just a Ferris wheel
It's always up and down
Don't make a sound

When you wake up the world will come around
When you wake up the world will come around '

Lullabye - Fall Out Boy

The episode of Ghost Whisperer last night was one of the nicest compared to the previous two episodes that made me cry.

The good thing abt having a flu is that nobody can tell the difference whether you're crying or not :P

Today's the eve of the eve of CNY :)
But the better news is I'm recovering, so I can enjoy those CNY goodies :D

Still wishing I went for training ystrday, but at least I'm doing my pushups at home.

Some stuff that's been happening has set me thinking about many stuff.

Livejournal is really good with its writer's block thing & reading other's answers are kinda fun.

This is quite random so I'm outta here (;

2009-01-23T20:56:00.008+08:00

' On our own good time we take what's ours
We'll live for the moment
And all that we love
To live for the prize
We die for the moment
For the moment
We would die '

Series Of Moments - The Night Is Over

Hello Hello Hello (:

I've slept for the afternoon but I'm still tired=='
Didnt go for training 'cos I'm sick. Down with flu & fever T.T
But it's getting better though.

I have no idea what to write. Guess I forgotten how to blog after not using the com regularly ;P

Had the leadership training course on Wednesday. Our class was really fun.
We had to do the hula-hoop thing, and Yongsoon was the 'leader', guiding the hoop through everybody.
And everybody screamed a lot, too.

Had the course with 3/2, and the thing btwn the two classes were funny due to Weesheng.

I just realised I havent logged into Livejournal for very long.
So, later (;

Wow. I just had to say this. I never knew See Lengying was such a nice person.
(No idea whether I'm being sarcastic or not)

2009-01-18T15:07:00.005+08:00

' my mind my heart its so mixed up
help me break through, you asked
is this right, yea I think it is, will we know...
cause time will tell us tonight

that night was like a perfect portrait
you and I painted underneath the stars
standing there close to you.. everything was so right
made me forget the pain... a kiss can erase those memories

my feelings for you are like a secret I cant keep '

I Wish I Could Tell You Everything - Bitter Sweet Despair

HELLO :D
It feels so nice to be typing again :D

I think ppl are getting sick of coming to my blog and seeing that I didnt update.
But I guess I can only use the com on weekends now, since there's hardly time on school days.

Anw, here to post overdue pics of last Sunday and blog.

Life is getting so stressed up.
This week has been a very hectic week, and unfortunately, it's gonna be like that for very long.

House meeting was on Wed, and I'm participating in two events.
Idk how, but I agreed to try long jump; Shona was so persuasive :X
Stayed back to do CCA Fair stuff after hse meeting.

CCA Fair on Thurs was fun.
About five or six of those ppl me & Jieyi approached came on Friday (:

Jessica came for training on Friday, but it sucked.
We capsized at while turning in 500m, and swam for half an hour or more.
The lifejack almost couldnt keep us afloat anymore.
Luckily Atikah & Nadiah came to help.

Went for early reunion dinner last night at Suntec Convention Centre.
The food was good.

Anw, pics (:

Uhm, Yongsoon was doodling all over.

Me & YS

We took quite a few before he was satisfied,

'cos he think he looks better not smiling.

YS & Jieyi

Me & Jieyi

The Chairmans

(From left):

2/1, 2008

3E1, 2009

2/1, 2008

The missing one is 1/1, 2007, Lindsay.

Toodles :D

2009-01-13T18:25:00.003+08:00

' I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half im only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you. '

I'm Only Me When I'm With You - Taylor Swift

My body's aching from training ystrday (esp. gym work).
And it's only the first land training of the year.
There's a new canoeing teacher that makes all of us speechless. Like, seriously.

Tried playing somekind of rugby during PE and we started of with playing captain's ball using the rugby ball.
Was kind of fun, the sports ppl grp and the non-sports ppl grp.

Went to do some class thing on Sunday with Yongsoon, Jieyi & Jiahao.
Took some pics, but upload it next time.

House meeting tmr & CCA fair on Thursday. This week is filled with lots of stuff.

Dinner's here.
Bye(:

2009-01-10T15:14:00.002+08:00

' Sometimes i wish that i could go
Back down that road that I came from
Cause now I know that I was so
So badly wrong

And I
lost the biggest
Treasure of my life
I was too weak – I closed my eyes
But finally I see that '

Feelings - Final Breakup

Havent touched the com for very very long.

First week of school has been okay.
Fun but lots to cope with.
Training has been okay too, but Jessica didnt come this week.

Went for dinner after training with Lindsay, Hazel & Sokshan at LJS.
Talked alot about many stuff. Haha.

Training felt different for me these days. Jessica's sick, and our stamina has dropped. There arent alot of sec 1s coming either. Sometimes it just feels so wrong.

I miss being in sec 1 / sec 2. I miss 2/1. I miss how the group of us always take turns to bring food & eat in class. I miss studying sec 2 stuff. I miss always playing at the back with the girls.

But well, being in sec 3 is also good in its way, so I'm gonna enjoy what I can(:

Anw, cant really blog more, cos have to go for that edusave thing.

Bye(:

2009-01-03T22:23:00.012+08:00

' Before your love,
My heart was broken.
I didn't think that it would ever mend.
And then you came, into my life,
Boy, now I don't need to pretend.

I'm caught up in you.
I'm facing the truth.
What else can I do,
With all these emotions, Cause I'm,
I'm falling deeper in every way.

I cant save the night,
Cause nothing feels right.
I can't deny,
That how when your near me, my love,
Grows stronger every day. '

Caught Up In You - Cassi Thomson

Went out with Natalie, Hazel & Jieyi today.

Name according to the time they arrived.

(Jieyi woke up at 1230==')

Went TM, Open Plaza, CS, and lunch-ed (at 3plus) at the jap restaurant after very very long.

Forgot what it's called.

After eating, went to the park/playground.

'Cos according to Natalie, a playground is a ground where you can play.

They went to 'study' at macs after that.

Natalie was teaching Jieyi some rubix cube thing that Jieyi was very happy she learnt how to solve it.

Which reminds me, Natalie! I want borrow it to continue trying ;D

Pics(:

A balloon that somehow Nat managed to squeeze into the hole.

Nat at the thing. (idk what it's called)

Natalie

They were finally happy with this aft many tries.
Both wanted only half of their faces.

Nat & Jieyi
Look at their faces. LOL.
I have a feeling I'll have to delete this pic soon though ;x

Nat

Natalie thinking of who?

Jieyi

Natalie

Hazel

2009-01-02T16:18:00.007+08:00

' cuz nothing's worth losing
especially the chance to make it right

and i know that we're gonna be fine
and the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
as long as we live times passes by
and we won't get it back when we die

come over, come over
cuz i gotta know if i am doing this all on my own
come over, come over
how can't i show you if you're not here? '

When We Die - Bowling For Soup

First day of school doesnt feel like school at all.

It just feels like some one day thing that all the classes get to mix around.
It didnt feel like a class either.
And I'm not the only one who feels that way.
I guess we need time to get used to being in sec 3.

Mrs Choo's our form teacher.
And Jieyi's the chairperson *laughs & shakes head*
Once again, I have to help her with wtv she has to do again=.='
The funny thing is Natalie guessed that Jieyi would be chairperson & Jieyi said Nat cursed her. LOLOL.

Got our time tables too, and Thurs's the day we end earlier (2.15), yet three of us have tuition -.-'
And gotta buck up alr. All the subjects look so unfamiliar.
Have to stop giving in to the com's temptation (TRY).

The new (plus old) classmates are nice.
Seeing the guys in long pants were super funny.
Some looked taller while people like Weesheng look like his legs got even bigger (HAHAHA), but it's just 'cos he havent alter it.
How sad, otherwise I can still make fun of him :D

Seriously cant believe we're upper sec alr.

Went for lunch after school with Yizhen, Jieyi, Shirly, Jeannette, Linhui & Juliana at Pizza hut :D
Lindsay was at the sec 1 orientation thing.

Went back after that.
The girls walked super slow, as if they were at a funeral==

Anw, bye(:

2009-01-01T12:02:00.001+08:00

' Give it up for the weakness
I'm afraid I can't speak of this
The clock ticks and I'm out of time
But I don't really want to say goodbye

And I'm stuck in a phase
Don't want to show it
I don't want to let you know
I'll look away
I'm so tired
I don't want to let you go

Ways to waste it
I'm so attached and I can't shake it
So exhausted, I can't fake it
Conscious but I've got to make it '

The Weakness - October Nites

Happy 2009 !

It's 2009 already.
The past year has been.... well, very eventful.
Lots of nice things happened that made really great memories,
and the bad things are mistakes to learn from.
Hopefully, the new year will be better than the previous year(:

School starts tmr, and it'll be a new life, being sec 3 and stuff.
Plus there's comp coming up in April.
Hmmm. New class, new classmates, new teachers.

More stuff to study, and also more stress :O
Well, who knows what the new year has in store for eveybody.
We can only anticipate & hope that there won't be too many bad stuff ;D

Happy New Year once again :D

2008-12-30T19:59:00.004+08:00

' So try to remember
Who I was
Not who I've become
And I'll make it better
Don't be so quick to run
You were right and I was wrong
So give me time to give you more
I owe you more
But the questions remain
Is should I surrender?
Or will it all go by if we hold rewind?

I will try to change your mind
And redesign
The way you view me
I will try to change your mind
Just in time
To save us now '
Change Your Mind - Mikey Wax

I'm tired of all the happy endings.

I feel like I havent touched the com for many weeks.
Lol.

Saturday.
Was at the wrong place at the wrong time =='
Went to Compass Point to do my specs, but the mall was seriously packed.
'Cos of the Llittle Nyonya autograph session-.-'

Went to aunt's hse 'cos it was her birthday(:
Ate black pepper crab for dinner :D
Stayed for the night there.

Sunday.
Spent the day eating & playing. Haha.
Time seems to be pass faster there. Idk why.
Steamboat for dinner :D

Monday.
Caught Twilight with Shirly & Jieyi at Century Square.
I didnt expect it to be that good; it was actually better than I thought.
Was thinking abt the last time I was in a theatre watching 007. *sigh*

After that, sent Jieyi to meet her church friends.
And Shirly came to my hse for hw.

Today.
Supposed to go swimming with Hazel, Lindsay, Natalie, Jieyi.
But in the end nobody went. Lol.
Met Lindsay for lunch, then she & Jieyi came over to do hw.
Lindsay's friend, Gabriel came to deliver prata. LOL.

Can't believe that school is strating on Friday. '
The holidays are over already ):

Anw, I have to get back to my dinner.
Bye.

2008-12-26T11:05:00.021+08:00

' so why
can't i just
be fine?

i kissed her on the cheek and then i waved goodbye
it was the saddest look i've seen in years - a kangaroo cry
a warm pathetic ocean flow we have to live by
we have to live by
we have to live by..

i know it's so hard
i know it's hard to..
keep hanging on
just keep hanging on

and i thought for a second
what if that was us?
did i tell the one i love.. '
Kangaroo Cry - Blue October

Merry Christmas !
Though it's a day late :P

Went out ystrday,
Lunch, Parkway, Bedok, hosp, dinner.
Oh, and I cut my hair.
And surprisingly, it's nice for once :D

Anw, here're the pics as promised.
Not all though, 'cos Jean hasnt upload hers.
These pics are taken from Zakiah, Shirly, and my own.

Group photos :D

It was supposed to be all white.

But me & Vanishaa, the two pinks, being extra, went to join in the sides :P

Enhao's surrounded by girls.

With Ms Sameerah.

Some looking up, some looking down.

O.O

2/1 ♥

though not all.

Shirly, Lengying, Chenxin

Shirly with Jul's cap.

On 69 to meet the rest.

Nice view. But extra Sa'dan there

Me & Shirly

Lindsay & me

Me & my laogong :D

Afifah, Shirly, me

Look at the topless guys first.

Then look at Shuin with a shirt on,

AND look at Raphael in formal.

The girls in the water.

With Ms Sameerah.

Lengying. LOL.

The guys & Ms Sameerah

Afifah kept holding onto Joel to keep her balance on the tram.
Some Caucasians at the back was laughing at Sa'dan making fun of them.

Vivo Skypark :D

Me & Afifah

Vanishaa & me

Reflections(:

On the train back. All of them were tired & sleepy.

From left: Shirly, Vani, Afifah, Jean

2008-12-24T12:21:00.003+08:00

' Oh, the weather outside is frightful,
But the fire is so delightful,
And since we've no place to go,
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow.

It doesn't show signs of stopping,
And I brought some corn for popping;
The lights are turned way down low,
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow. '
Let It Snow

Warning: This post will be without pictures yet. Pics will be up in the a few days(:

So... 2/1's class outing ystrday.

Woke up late & rushed to meet Shirly at fairprice to buy some stuff for the picnic.
Met Lengying & Chenxin at the bus stop, and Syafiqah on the bus, but she was going to school for councillor thing.

Waited for everybody to reach & left. All the transport stuff, and we finally reached Sentosa. Went to Palawan Beach & settled down.

The guys stripped & went to the sea to play ball. LOL. Played around then ate. & the councillors joined us.

Basically it was all just fun, eat, walk, talk. Haha. Ms Sameerah came. We left around five plus.

Went to the Vivo top lvl thing (suddenly cant rmb what it's called), and played there with Shirly, Afifah, Vanishaa, Jeannette, Joel :D

After that, train-ed to Bedok & went to have dinner at Pizza Hut(:

I think I'd rather let the pics do the talking(:

So, stay tuned :D

2008-12-22T17:15:00.002+08:00

' Christmas is here
Bringing good cheer
To young and old
Meek and the bold

Ding, dong, ding, dong
That is their song
With joyful ring
All caroling
One seems to hear
Words of good cheer
From ev'rywhere
Filling the air '
Carol Of The Bells

Here's a very important thing...
Happy Birthday Jiahui ! :D
My nicest grand niece who always has chocolates :P
Christmas baby huh. Lol.

Came across this website on twilight apparel somewhere in Facebook:
http://www.cafepress.com/the_twilighters
Lol.

I still feel like swimming.
And I feel like playing pool. 'Cos my bro's watching that show on tv now.

I miss training ):
I want water training. Dk why, but I just have this feeling to canoe.
And play around with the others ;P
And paddle in the water.
And get wet from paddling.
And feel the waves from the wakeboarding boat.
And put my hand in the reservoir water.
And see the water droplets from the paddle drop back into the water like crystals. (That's what I notice when paddling)

Lol, it's getting random.
Hazel ! When we go swimming?

11 more days to school reopen.
I wanna go to school, but sec 3 le. Who knows what to expect.
And hol hw =.='
Still have like 6 or 7 left =='

Class outing tmr :D

Oh, I just rmbed smth.
'Kay, bye.

2008-12-21T15:35:00.006+08:00

' It's a different kind of Christmas
In a different kind of world

Even though it looks the same
Everything has changed
It's a different kind of Christmas

Children opening gifts with wonder and surprise
I wish that I could still see through such innocent eyes
I used to feel so safe inside I had a place to run and hide
In my daddy's arms I felt secure
No one can protect us anymore '
A Different Kind of Christmas

I think I'm darker. 'Cos I forgot to put sunblock on Friday O.o
I'm eating Kit Kat Chunky now but my ulcer hurts T.T
I'm really bored. Zzz
I'm at my grandparent's hse now.
I went christmas shopping last night :)
My livejournal is dead
I wanna watch movie(s) :D
Robert Pattinson is so not hot & he has really bad hair in Twilight. =='
I wanna watch Twilight in a quite empty theatre, otherwise all you can hear is girls making noises everytime Robert come out. -.-'
People who're reading this and looooves Robert will hate me :D
Facebook is fun :)
I feel like going swimming :D Anybody?
Class outing is in 2 days,
Christmas is in 4 days,
2009 is in 11 days, and
School starts in 12 days.
But I still have lots of hol hw left=.='

I'm still bored. And sorry, Yongsoon, no more chinese lyrics. Lazy to put alr :P

I guess I'm done here.

Bye(:

2008-12-19T19:34:00.002+08:00

' We loved and laughed and played and joked
Sang Christmas songs and talked to folks
Sleighed the fields and skied the slopes
Then to the lodge for dinner
But now it's time for us to go
As our hearts melt like chimney snow
There's just one thing I want to know
Can we do this next winter
Oh! What a Christmas to remember '
Chirstmas To Remember

I realised I've been blogging almost everyday recently.
Lol. It's 'cos I'm really bored=.=''

Putting Christmas songs for lyrics since Christmas is just in less than a week :D
Training was okay, but quite pathetic 'cos there was only 6 ppl=.='
The only sec 2 there

Took with Ivy, did 6km, 3 sets of 250m & 3 sets of 100m & 2km technical warmdown.
All did with resistors.

Had a really sucky morning today -.-'
Damn pissed.
Was heating up pizza but the time was wrong.
The whole microwave was full of smoke & it smelt really bad :x

Tried to get the smoke out so I moved the fan into the kitchen,
but the fan dropped on my feet=.=
And mind you, it was a standing fan.
Got damn irritated-.-

I'm tired. Bye.

2008-12-18T19:37:00.005+08:00

' Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

So I'll make the call
And I'll leave today
I'm gonna miss you cause I love you baby '
Harder Than You Know - Escape The Fate

Went to Bugis to get something & lunch with Jieyi at some Chinese restaurant.
Then went to tuition after that.

On the way to Bedok, had to get down the train at Aljunied 'cos of dunno-what-reason.
And we were so dumb luhhs.
We kept talking, so didnt hear the announcement, and when people started getting off the train, we still stupidly went to sit down=='

Took the next train that came but it stopped halfway a few times=='
Anw, went for tuition after that.

Oh, and some overdue pics I've been saying I want to post:

Juliana on the orange car

A super big grasshopper we saw after training.

Jieyi's lunch. The bowl was really big.

My fried rice & Jieyi's noodles.

The thingy Shirly bought. That's when it's in full size.

It in emo position.

Oh, and the pics to come are :DDD

Hershey's

Dark chocolate with mint :DDD

Look at all the Ferrerooooos :DDDDD

(Top: Ferrero Rondnoir,

From left: Ferrero Rocher, Mon Cheri, Ferrero Manderly )

Sadly this is only available during Christmas season ):

The dark choco one is really niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

This is what it looks like:

Goshhhhh, all of that're super nice ;DDD

It's 9 alr. Yay, my dinner's back.

Toodles(:

2008-12-17T21:18:00.004+08:00

' If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed '
If I Were A Boy - Beyonce Knowles

' 我们隔着一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天纯真蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情

静静隔着一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸太不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经给我多重要的鼓励 '
一颗心的距离 - 范玮琪

Second post of the day. Lol.

Went to Subway for lunch with Shirly laogong.
Bought cookies to eat aft training :D

Then went for training.
Waited & waited in school until 2 plus 'cos cant find any teachers.
Finally left with Ms Shijin.

Walked there then waited for Mr Ismail to appear.
Only 9 came for training.
And it's all half of a partner.

Supposed to take with Sokshan, but Ivy & Ferdaus didnt want to take front.
So Ivy took with Sokshan, I took with Ferdaus.
But after 1km, we changed back. Lol.

That boat we were using (Natalie's boat) had super alot of ants.
And it was damn disgusting. Some dead, some not.
Sat at the back with Sokshan, the wind kept splashing water at me from the front.

After 3km, changed & took front.
Then did 3 sets 100m sprints & 250 warm down.
Went back to school.
Wanted to go eat with Hazel, but broke today=='

Kay, I'm done here. Bye :D